One day I’m gonna find love. One day I’m gonna lay in bed and hold the person I found love with until my body can’t bear the pain of being hungry any longer. One day I’m gonna sit out in the rain and reminisce about all the other people I thought I found love with then share a cup of hot cocoa…
(Source: republic-of-one)
I’m scared of a lot of things. Like not being able to get into college, not making friends, not having friends for the rest of my life, failing at life completely, not finding love. I feel as if I’m never going to accomplish any of my goals. All living creature on Earth dies alone, I don’t wanna be alone. I’ve been alone for too long.
(Source: republic-of-one)
Open up iTunes or something if you don’t already have music playing, and close your eyes. Try to daydream, or imagine with the music in the background influencing the visions. Soon enough you’ll feel like your living the song, seeing “memories” this other life in the song would have. The feeling you get when you believe you’re living another life. Thats the feeling I smoke weed for. It’s the reason i live.
(Source: republic-of-one)
I’ve been smoking weed for quite a while now on a pretty much almost daily basis. I know, it’s horrible. It’s the only way for me to like experience or feel something. If I’m not under the influence I’m numb to the world. Most of the time the numbness gets replaced by stress or anxiety, which leads me to smoke more weed. I just want to feel something again.
(Source: republic-of-one)
I just realized I’m not gonna have a prom. I didn’t go to Jr. prom because I wanted to make senior prom more special. But now I have no one to go with, which means I have no way of experiencing one, which means I’m going to look back and say I never went and experienced the awesomeness of prom. I know it sounds like a chick subject but guys secretly want this, to make memories they’re gonna cherish in the future.
(Source: quishingquell)
